Hey! it has been a long time since i update my blog.
not good, :\ NOT GOOD.
things are getting worse. im so confused & tired.
i hate being like this. i dont know who should i trust?
if i tell you, will you tell your other friend? i dont know. hard to say.
most probably you will. you're closer to her.. so.. mmm..
i may be dumb & stupid , ugly & disgusting , useless & stubborn
but at least i know it.

next time, i wont say anything, and just keep it to my self.
see what people said about you.. im scared..
i scared that you will betray me one day..
talk bad about me behind my back.. :(
that's why i was never me when im with you.. maybe i am me when im with you..
a different way.  you're very scary you know :[

i dont get it, why people must hate? cant they just stop with the hating?
when are you gonna stop with the hate? im really sorry for no reason, im just sorry.
forgive and forget, that's what you always say.. but you never do.
yeah, you're good to me, treat me as your best friend.
but i really hate how you treat other people. :| i really dont like it.
i guess you wont know.. i dont dare to. no one dares to.
scary.
the thing i wanna say is you hurt too many people.

whatever lah, i dont care anymore!
it's not wrong to like someone right? :\ LIKE ONLY MAH. cannot izit?
dont like people, say lah. need to so rude meh?
show lah show ur middle finger, i dont care :|
cause i know one day i will have NO FEELINGS for you.

im really lucky to have you :)
really, im not lying! <3
you're the truest person i've ever met!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q_BNDFBVYRA
go listen! :D megan lee rocks.
asian rocks :)

i dont know who to talk to now, i'll just talk to my self from now on.