THINGS ARE NOT OKAY. :(

actually, you need to think about the people around you.. see the people that helped you..

all you care is about that bitch saying bad bout you. cant you care bout us? 

yes. you surely deserve it. i wish you can wake up, and do some good stuff.. 

you're good? you think you're good? i dont think so.. look into the mirror .. 

see yourself, the real you. please, stop bull shitting infront ot my fucking face. 

i had enough. you're on your own now. im leaving.

not tying to be mean, but this is 报应.

im really trying hard to be MYSELF.. but you made me feel like i shouldn't be my self..

if you dont like it. i can shut up. i rather not to be myself, than you hating me for being myself.

IM REALLY CONFUSED YOU KNOW? :( sick and tired of these things. 

i hope someone would understand.. i dont really like you. *YOU *YOU 

i know who's my best friend, i can see it through their eyes.. i dont need a boyfriend. i dont need you.

i have a bunch of best friends that makes my life full of happiness. ilovethem, just the way they are! 

and you think boyfriends and all your faces are important? to me, their not. 

i feel so darn lazy these days.. not bathing early, not doing my project, homework and other stuff that i need to do. and i keep eating and eating and eating. someday im gonna turn FAT. need to work out. :\ 

i hate you! you said you dont care bout me cause im rude? you know what? i dont even want you to care! so what if im rude? you taught me that okay!? you okay? stop blaming everything on me! im just an innocent kiddo, you know? divorce better, really messy you know? everyday shout shout shout, argue argue argue, i wanna leave this darn place man! 

MY MUM SENT ME THIS EMAIL :

God in heaven hear my prayer,
keep me in thy loving care.
Be my guide in all I do,
Bless all those who love me too.
Amen.

Angel of God, my Guardian dear,
To whom God's love commits me here;
Ever this day, be at my side
To light and guard
To rule and guide.

i'm not a freak!