
On the outside i can smile i can laugh ,
i can pretend every things okay .
i can pretend every things okay .
But really on the inside im screaming im crying .
TUESDAY , zz . nothing special oso today ..
ytd nite i sleep at 11.48 pm ! so early ! too tired d ! today 10.42am wake up ! so late ! aunty bas coming lo ! then i play computer until 11.20 , bas come 12.00 !! then i rush lo ! but din late la . go school , reach school . find kim and sze tian , saw them , talk , tong qin come , talk . hui xian and yen mei come , talk . kim ask the person come talk wit me .. zz then talk , then saw leeting come ! when bell going to ring , i go back my bag there . waiting for sze tian ! then line up , then go back class . teacher ask us go 1B ! dono why ! yer ! hate there ! go chinese class ! talk wit rachael , then go back 1B !!! blah blah blah . RECESS ! leeting so fast come up find us d ! the stupid math teacher still don wan let us go !! leeting say ahya don care lar go lar ! then i go lor . i din eat anything today , drink oni ! SO HUNGRY ! but see all the food adi full d , all so disgusting . YUCK ! then drink root beer oni ! then go back 1B class !!!!!! so boring , as usual lar ! in english period , ahhahhahahahah ! teacher say to an indian boy dono wat smth gf gf thing , then everyone WOO ~ then yau deren SHOUT soooooo loud ! hahaha!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ! like girl ! laugh dao my stomach pain !!! wahahahhahaha !! back home , play comp play comp oni ! LIM YI SHIUAN ? WHEN U WAN STUDY ? i oso dono ! haizz ! so scared ! EXAM COMING (1 month ) == but i still scared ! haizz !! wish me luck lar !! MUST DO REVISION D LO ! i 10.30 oni bath , FEEL SO DIRTY . but now bath d , soooo clean ! wahaha ! i feel my skin vry dry er ! jus now see my leg , white white dry dry wan ! must put lotion d ..still got wat ? i very hungry a now , not really hungry , but feel like eating ! ltr sure fat wan zz ! and the key chain kim gave me i DIAO it on my phone ~ x)